And Waiting...

Waiting

A Sad Game of "Chicken"….

So…here goes…and it's gonna be way-crazy cryptic: if I KNOW you read my blog, this entry ISN'T for you.

One of the problems with a un-promoted blog is that people will find it, read it, and imagine they've somehow stumbled upon my Secrets. (I clearly understand the concept of a Search Engine Good Readers, so…"no, not really.") I've seen the dynamic play out a few times over the last few years and it's always ended badly. There's really nothing more frustrating than having someone hold my blog writing against me without first admitting that it's being read. If you've got questions about my Life…ASK. 'Don't create a Drama in your head that essentially happens without me. Ok?

I'm putting this whole idea out for a Good Reason (obviously.) Any time someone refers to me as "DMC" or brings up something in conversation that we've never discussed, then I'm pretty sure they're a reader. I suspect someone I care about is reading this and…well…baiting me. And I've been the worst kind of Chicken because I can't seem to make myself spill it out on my end of things… I've been that way most of my Life: if you don't ask for information, it's likely I might not offer it.

If the question is: "Have I fallen in love with someone?", then my answer is "Yes."

The "whys" for not sharing that are mostly selfish…like I've mentioned in previous posts, I've been procrastinating any possible discomfort here lately. No apologies can really cover that…? I honestly don't know. I'm a Chicken.

Blessings

Life's been a little wacky lately.  ("lately"?…more like "more wacky") Between my usual foibles (got stuck in the mud) and new ones (my new job) and the Memorial I will be attending today…I'm just kinda rolling with it all the best I can. I honestly don't know what Life would look like if I didn't have my New Love giving me so much…of everything. **palms up**

Too much 2

I have no words. And apparently, not much of an image either. At least I sat down and gave it a shot. Life is too good? I'm overwhelmed in the best way.